“I believe that most of us had been
faced with tough life decision. I guess that most of us would talk to people
who matters to us on how to make the decision. They could suggest us anything.
Yet, we all know that at the end, we are the one who make the decision and we
are the one who would be affected by our own decision “ -Timothy-
In my 19 years, I had been faced with several tough life decisions. It all started at the end of my elementary
school, when I had to decide to go to Madrasah Tsanawiyah or Junior High
School. In other side my family is in economic problem circle. Then I did
choose Junior High School because it’s near with my home.
In 15 years old I had been graduated from my Junior High
School. Some confusing come close to me. Tears is the best friend. I almost
couldn’t continue my study, again because of economic problem. However, there
is a school accept me for free paying. But that school is far away from my
home, it takes 6 hours to go to that school. Then, did I take the opportunity ?
Yes, I did. Because my spirit for grabbing the best education still on the top.
A stranger life in a dormitory with another strangers those who come from all around,
I don’t know exactly who are they. We passed for 3 years together, and due to
with have love bonding we’re not friend anymore, but we’re family.
Up and down. Maybe that words could describe my life so far.
Whether I choose my family or continue my study in university. It’s the hardest
decision that I made in my life. I left the opportunity for a reason, I took
gap year to go to university. For 18 years I get long distance with my parents,
last message that I’got, my real mother was sick. It’s kind of hypertency and
another illness that come up along with. In other side, I have no money to
continue my study in university. I decide to left my hometown again for go to
Jakarta alone to get close with my real parent. I decide to build a bonding
with my real parents. Hard for me, and I’m envy with another friends who
already grab their university. While my parents in my home town are in getting
divorced. Painful for me after hear that my father ever live in prison for
several month. I stuck on that time. All I know , I just have God. And it’s a
blessed decision.
Many reason and many people knocked me down, humiliate me,
and implicitly ask me to go. Yet, from moving to another place I met a lot of
people who become my best teacher in this the best university, life university.
I don’t know what will happen tomorrow. I deserve my life for creating
happiness and contribute my live for other. Yet I know that my life is an
adventure, and my job is to enjoy it and work as hard as possible.
"I
don't wanna know where I would be in 5 years because I want my life to be an
adventure" -Robin Scherbatsky-
