This is Me and This is Real

Everyone has their own way to describe achievement itself. The journey I have taken have been colored by my prior experiences and by what my feeling were in those moments. Being different is nice. Looking back on my a year ago. Crossing the path and create a new path for my life. When my friends decide to reach their university, I decide my self to took gap year. It's mean I've done with my fever pitch , a risk-taker girl who brave daring her self to be different, challenging and being challenged.
In my life I have taken many journey without which I would not have experienced important sharing and trusting. Ignoring people who passed in my past. Act a lonely princess and too confident solving all of problem with my rough skin hand. Act as a mitchie in Camp Rock Movie and said  “This is me and this is real”. Too serious in taking step. Then I realize, too much isn’t good because those too much will hurt so much. Stubborn and always ask another people done the job as well as my imagination without any care with their capacity the people around me. Including capacity in perspective paradigm for the most.
Huge thanks for this gap year who already be my fever pitch in my life. And huge thanks also because already  slap and show me the love is true.
Everything happen for a reason , contextual why I took gap year. I did wrong, I always pretend my self to be okay in all of people. Besides everything will be easier if we together and bonding by love and trust in sharing. Sharing and sharing what happen us is important. What's done isn't done only then let it go. It's a sustainable life story included people in the past for now and future.
That's night I calling my close friend. I started to share what happen to me and the reason why I took gap year. I said “ I'm the only one son who grew up with  the great love by her beloved parents. I don't come from the rich family. My mother  work as a loborer in small factory, while her father was an ex-convict and now unemployment. Now,her parents is in a divorce. Because of that reason I decided to postponed her college, spend a full attention for my family”
At the first I taught that will no one care about me, because this is my problem I should solve by my own. But, they all such great friends who always ready stay behind me to push me moving forward and encourage me when I falling down with love.
This is what life has taught me so far. Keep sharing and connecting to all of the people in my life, they worth for my life.
I'm not lonely princess anymore. I do believe although my life will not going to be easier but my life will going to be worth.

Run

Can we sing with all the voices of the mountains ? Can we paint with all the colors of the wind ?

Love and faith drives her here

She entering the doors, two things are immediately noticeable. The place is rarely empty and seems to consist of maze of rooms.
She just uninvited girl. Leaving with innocent face then. Her heart is beating, her head is throbbing and her hands trembling.
The sound is just like "please voicing this unvoices word"
She look at the mirror "Who am I ? I'm nothing." Then the mirror said, "Be a solution not a problem, be a light not a judge. Run ! Run ! Run !"
That girl dealing to demonstrate
" We go through the journey together. Let's lend our hands, let's make impossible dreams possible !"
Sadly, everybody ignoring.
"My dear, what you need to do is prove it. Just go and make a miracle. You are the flower that blooms in adversity who most rare and beautiful of all. Use opportunity wisely." Mirror said.
"I may not be smart, but somewhere in my secret heart, I know love and faith will find a way." She said then she run.

From Thousand Islands for Thousand Miles Journey Towards

Photo by Arnaldi Nasrum

The morning are enchanting universe
It journey has exchanged us of fate and love
Being with you all are miracle that I holding on
Wake up and the wind are welcoming you and me

Photo by Arnaldi Nasrum

Thousand Island... yess, it was my first time visiting this beautiful place. Thousand Island that located in Jakarta has it own richness include culture, nature, food, and kind people. 

I though at the first time I wouldn't be able to rich this place, but I'm lucky being a part of Sahabat Pulau. We did Youth Volunteer Camp and launch House of Hope there. Yuppie, volunteering while traveling. :)

Took about three hours by ship from the Muara Angke to Island. Although we only spent two days there, we enjoy our little trip there. The kids are very smart and attractive. Look deeply into their eyes are full of happiness and gimme much positive spirit. They are such very energetic and creative kids. 

In this island was creating new experience for me, yeah it's was my first time having snorkeling with other volunteers there. Yet, I lil bit afraid due to I'm not expert in swimming.. I'm tying then using safety tools for swimming. 

and I'm very grateful have the chance seeing the scenery under the water. 

Thank God, Your secret for my life are miracle for me... 

From Thousand Islands for thousand miles journey towards then

Realising and knowing that we live as human being, hand in hand in helping each others to make a changes. Being volunteer isn't make us to be a poor person, even creating us to be a rich person, rich of heart and soul for creating love and share it.