Go and Grow Up ! You Can't Stay Here

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" -Dr Seuss-

It has been several months I graduated from my high school. My high school time was successfully contribute colorful memories. I remember when I was the first time entering my high school. My high school is far away from my hometown, Magetan. It takes around six hours to go to my high school in Malang City. I've got full scholarship by Putera Sampoerna Foundation there. It blessed me so much.
Still as a big highlight in my mind. I was an innocent girl at that time, very very innocent. Could you imagine this? a little girl who come from a small village, know nothing about city, and not a good traveller at all. A stranger look like come with wondered face walked close to the dormitory, and a little bit dizzy when taking the dormitory's stairs because yeah this was something new for me. LOL
Remember for so much, when someone ask me to connecting youtube in her laptop. And I don't know what youtube is. My knowledge about internet still none. In my high school, it was my first saw a laptop. LOL
A lot memories that I couldn't have enough energy to erase those memories. But, actually feeling down in my first high school. Many student know more than me, smarter than me, holding some step forward than me. Yet, this is life.. I keep to encourage my self to move on.
The first crying are when I join a traditional dance competition and I had lose. It's very disappointed me, because almost all competition that I join since I'm in elementary school and Junior High School, I became a star there. Move from the comfort zone is a big challenge, yet it's a must for us to walked away leaving comfort zone to creating our selves. isn't it ?
Yet, I have my biggest achievement in my life when I was high school. I'm brave enough to face all of the obstacles. I move very slowly in my high school. Starting join some organization, I do love a community and being a part of changes. By joining student council then I became a head of community service also other communities. I do love community service so much. It's help me to reflected my self, teach me to not easy for giving up on something, able to describing what love is, etc. I ever stand in runner up of drama competition also I ever be the best student in my high school.
My high school is definitely different from other school. My high school is the best high school and my province also in my country. I's seems very impossible a girl like me could accepted in that school. Many people in my village who was ignore and contemptible are not anymore since I accepted in that school. One thing, my high school teach me more much learning o live able to surviving life, a new perspective about life and etc.
And the greatest gift is, I using 'hijab' (we can called it veil) in my high school.

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” ― Albert Einstein-

Life is 'bout up and down.
I had been graduated last year and I decide to postpone my college. I failed the test and I have no money to continue my study. Even, I have tried to apply some universities, travelling around lonely in Ramadhan last year. Then, I decide took gap year and went to Jakarta by my self. (to be continued)